The Big D

Grrrr..... I am having a moment of pure frustration. We have a friend who just started the divorce process, and his spouse was the one who initiated it. My heart hurts about the whole situation. I want to write it all out, but that wouldn't be fair to the parties involved even though I wouldn't use names and such. I just really saddens me when problems can't or won't get worked through. It made me realize that I need to work on my communication skills. I fear divorce with all my heart and don't want to live through one of my own. I severely lack in the ability to express myself with words when I am upset/angry. I shut down because I suck myself into a spiral of irrational thoughts and comments. It usually leaves me either yelling or biting my tongue so I am not yelling. I will have to write another post on this and not publish it so I can let out my frustration. 

On an lighter side I have been working like a mad fool, or like me as a mad fool, up until recently I haven't subbed more than 2 days a week, but the last few I have been working non stop. Let me tell you the paychecks are nice. I have been working for my parents a bunch as well.

I also have been itching for a DIY project, but I can't some up with something I want to make. I did do a page in my scrapbook and I helped my daughter make a picture to send to my sister in college, but that took me only a few minutes. I love working in my scrapbook, but I need to print more pictures to work with. I want a sewing project to work on also. 

Oh and my baby turned 1 last weekend so I will share an adorable cake picture. Of course it is chocolate cake! She has gotten incredibly fun since Christmas. She has been walking for over a month now and is almost running, and is trying so hard to talk.

And I have just been informed that I will be watching The Care Bears with my daughter so I need to finish this up. Apparently this is my favorite movie (according to her).