I have been feeling a little off this week. Have you ever had one of those weeks? Where everything is just a little wrong? That has been this week, and it has been so for lots of reasons. The biggest issue for me this week is my husbands impending surgery. We met with the nurse today to do a pre-surgery appointment and I realized that this surgery is going to be bigger than I thought it was going to be, and I am very nervous about it. I am borderline panicking to tell the truth. I want to just tell him to avoid it at all costs even though I know that it will help him in the long run by alleviating much of his pain. I'm just SCARED. I have sat through him having major surgery twice before and I don't like it one little bit. (different surgery than this one, though I won't tell exactly what they all are because it is his issue not mine)
To top this off today is my 5th anniversary. Granted we never make a big deal about our anniversary, but this one is like a milestone almost! Instead of spending a totally fun day together and with the kids we spent the morning between the Dr.'s office and the hospital doing surgery prep, you know labs and tests, how fun, BLAH! We were able to go out for lunch though, took a walk through a local tourist attraction, and had ice cream cones. Now however instead of something romantic like snuggling he is playing a computer game with his son and the sons friend. I would totally play too but my computer is broke and the borrowed one I am using has nothing cool installed. I miss my computer!
I'm sorry I'm being a Gloomy Gus tonight, I just needed to get it out, you know? Maybe this way my week will be a little less off.
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